Love

Love exists because people feel lonely, so they need to find someone to share the loneliness.

That’s the only “love theory” that I believe.

And don’t think too much, that doesn’t mean anything happen to me. Yup.

Déjà vu

I have to say sorry to those who read my blog, especially Qicai. It seems like my unconventional thoughts have bothered you very much. I somehow understand why you are bother by my own thoughts (which really has nothing to do with you). It's like I have said something that is totally challenging (or even countering) what you have been believing for years longer than my age. So you are trying to direct back my mind so that I won't be alien to you.

And the whole paragraph above may just be another unconventional mistake that I have made. And you see, if it doesn't apply for you, it MAY apply for others. If I really want to take everyone in account, I might as well write a book namely "how to judge every single person in this society".

Anyway, come back to what I want to write.

Qicai said about Déjà vu. Despite had just read it last month, I decided to reread it again (to spot things that support my words, as what EG1413 critical thinking and writing taught me).

The first instinct is that, this is such an supernatural phenomenon, and you are trying to explain it using scientific? I know, psychologist must be hating me. But for me, it's like explaining history using mathematics. And I am already hated by people, so why don't I just take my stand and be (act) cool? (forgive my arrogant voice here, you know I am always friendly and *ahem* cute)

Out of all the "Déjà vu" types that I can read from wikipedia, it doesn't explain why I can see things one second before I talk it out, rather than see it after 1 second (the incident of Daniel's head under "exit").

And it doesn't explain "sensing that everything is just as it was before and a weird knowledge of what is going to be said or happen next." rather than contributing it just to "memory disorder".

The fact that "certain recreational drugs increase the chances of déjà vu occurring in the user" is even more interesting. Related to the previous video, the guy has some mental problem ("Autism"). And I am experience this (especially the foresee stage) only when I am very mad during the exam period because of brain overfunctioning. Call me mental disorder (and that's why this blog is here).

This lead me to think that, how can a normal and ordinary people even know about Déjà vu? You see, even the scientific research has shown that, Déjà vu happens when your brain is screwed up, not when you can think rationally. So, if you are using rational to explain Déjà vu to me, you are already wrong in the first place. And that proves that I have been wrong for proving Déjà vu.

So, what's the point? I did not deny the fact that I have a bit of mental disorder, that I never think in correct way. That's why, arguing with me is like argue with someone who is in the mental hospital - pointless.

Do you really believe in Déjà vu? If you do, My mental disorder is a strong weapon, because research shows that my disorder will be more likely to cause Déjà vu than you. If you do not, then I have successfully wasted your time by making you read till here.

Just think before you want to discuss (or argue or teach) with me. Things that you have been believing for years may just be bullshit for me. Just like the "universe relive" thing that I have said, things that I believes for years is just another bullshit for you.

Mask

People are wearing mask, so long that they have forgotten themselves.

They are starting to believe that they are what they wear.

Then, they force others to wear the same mask like them.

When someone refuses to wear the mask like them, they shoot.

When I refuse to wear mask, they say I am childish.

OK, I am childish.

You like to wear mask, I don't.

Vote for masquerade, because that's exactly what you are good at.

Clash

I have been thinking, our band seems to be divided into many small groups. That doesn't mean each of the groups were not liking each others, in fact, it still feels like a big family between the groups. Maybe just for me, I feel that is really weird that people can divide themselves into groups without feeling isolated from others.

I always feel that I am the one that cannot fit into any group nicely. Maybe because people cannot stand my weird personality in general? Or just that I don't feel comfortable staying in a group like that?

Groups can be of different kind. Groups form because of same previous JC, same section, same course, same other band, same... i don't know... And people can actually be in different group because of different interest.

Since the election, I have been thinking. Groups seem to have great impact on election. Section mates will usually choose the one that in their section, except the case that both nominees are from same section, or that the nominee himself/ herself is not in favour of the section.

And how if different groups' opinions are clashing?

I feel this after the election, when some of the band members wanted to go WMC really much, and some opposed it very very much.

I think is because different mindset. People like me who oppose WMC, I think are just enjoying making music. People who want to go WMC very much, I suppose they want more than just producing music, maybe the result that can prove themselves. I don't know, I just suppose.

Just like myself, I enjoy making music very much. Too much that I cannot even sleep well if I didn't play instruments for a few days. For me, the process of making music is a lot more important, I just like to play instruments - all instruments that I can play, even though I KNOW that my tone on other instruments will disgust people totally.

Then the other people, stick on their own instruments, practise because they want to produce the best sound they could, and try hard to also make sure that others can make sound as good as them. Do get my point wrong, I couldn't agree more that this mindset is a better and more healthy one. Just that, if I am using this mindset, I wouldn't be like how I am now, I wouldn't be practising so many hours, because I just feel like it's so tiring. Yes, too tiring for me. Music is like my life and soul, not my homework that I need to do very well in order to score A+.

Of course I didn't say I don't want good tone. Of course I want good tone. If not why I practise long tone everyday? That isn't fun to me at all. And I know, the other kind of people enjoy making music as well. Just that, we all emphasize on different things. And that's how clashes happen.

Back to WMC. It seems to me (maybe just to me) that although people do have totally different opinion on one thing, they can respect opinions of others more. "Majority wins". But yet, I am waiting to see, how many of the people who actually lost will join the program of the winners.

Do you know why I like to argue ideas that people usually will not agree at all. Because I see things in a different way that others see? I don't know. I just know that, the theory that people all agree, doesn't convincing for me at all. Like the "embouchure" theory. It seems like I am having clashes with other people.

A big clash for me, indeed. Ok, make it this way. If play on any other instruments, I need 2 hours to recover back to my original tone, then fine, I practise more than 3 hours a day, so I got 1 or more hours to improve my tone on my own instrument. I just refuse to not playing other instruments.

But I think they just want me to believe that playing different instruments will bring more harm than good. I think I forgot (or reluctant) to mention that, I am starting believe so (because of feedback from Nick). But what I think is simple, if my tone or tuning get worse when I play other instruments, then practise until get it back.

Somehow I don't understand the clash. Did anyone switched instruments and is actually suffering of declined tone? If yes, how is it? If no, how do you so sure that you tried to convince me so? You want to convince me, I readily accept, but I want prove.

I also think of Zi-xian. He can change for clarinet to flute, from flute to bassoon, from bassoon to piccolo, from piccolo to English horn, then from English horn back to clarinet again. I don't think he can't play any of them well. No one pointed at him (at least I didn't see). Why now seems like everyone is pointing at me? Is it means that you can only play other instrument if you can play both of them well? Then what's the point of practising?

Finally want to quote something from Mr Brown Show - Bound to Fail.

You can't have children because our record shows that your family has a history of poor O-level result. We don't want your offspring to erode the high standard of our education system and bring down our national average.

Limit

A lot people keep emphasizing the importance of embouchure to me, that I should just stick to one instrument forever and do not ever touch other instruments. I don't take that.

What I think is, embouchure can be adjust easily according to the instrument. Your lip is not metal, it can be changed easily. What you need to do, is just forget about all other instruments and think only that instrument.

As compare to last year, I play all instruments (that I can play) better than last year. Maybe is just my imagination, but who knows?

Such instruments are like flute, piccolo, oboe, english horn, all saxophones, clarinets, bassoon (which Xiu Mei scold me a lot when playing), euphonium, tuba and maybe trumpet.

Flute and piccolo, my first instruments, even if I stopped for one sem, I can still take up and continue quite easily. Like Qicai said, the tone is still far from good, but I feel that I can play a more nicer tone than before.

Oboe and English horn, no need to say. I have been practising so hard.

Saxophones, a few years ago I cannot even play. Now, just take up one and easily I can play.

Clarinets for me are harder than saxophones. Higher clarinets are still quite difficult for me now, but lower clarinets I feel like even easier than saxophones. Just that the lower (such as contrabass clarinet) need too much of air, and I still need to train that.

Bassoon, my worst instrument in woodwinds. Simply because bassoon need a far more looser embouchure than others. In a way, I agree that the bassoonist cannot change instrument, because if their embouchure get tense, they die.

Euphonium and tuba, brass instruments that I like more. For me before, playing brass instruments are like impossible. But now I can easily reach the pedal range of both and middle up range. Forget about the high-high range.

Trumpet sounds the most unbelievable. Actually I don't think I can play trumpet well, but Dennis was the one who said I can. I mean the lower range of course, as I cannot even reach the middle range. But he said I can play forth trumpet very well because my air is very consistent and sustain well (thanks to my English horn). Argue with him if you disagree.

But why am I putting "Limit" as topic?

Simple, because although I believe that one can actually master all instruments, but one will never have enough time to achieve so.

I have of course chosen English horn as my first instrument. People say, "you cannot just play English horn". Then of course I need to choose another instrument. Then the option is big.

Oboe? Qicai said already 2 oboist, the third one will be redundant and somehow will spoilt the balance. Tuning? What is that?

Flute? Don't know... feeling a bit lost with flute... Qicai's is up there and somehow makes me feel that I cannot reach his level in my life time.

Saxophone? Cannot leh, Christopher die die don't want to let me play...

Clarinet? Don't feel like learning the fingering for lower register leh...

Bassoon? Xiu Mei will just kill me.

Euphonium? Fairoz said no space for me.

Tuba? Oh ya, haven't asked Daniel yet.

Trumpet? Quite stupid to play English horn and trumpet right? You think "Quiet City" meh...

So, in conclusion, just like last concert lo... English horn or nothing else.

Fate

Fate, is not a scientific word. An Engineering student like me, should not believe in this, but too bad, I believe in fate, more than anything else.

Someone once told me, do not believe in fate. Someone else told me, if I wasn't believe in fate, maybe I can get what I want already.

Yes, the belief of fate brings me only failure.

But how can I not believe in fate, when there are too many examples that are leading me to fate.

I just believe that, when you start to believe in something, you can do nothing to deny it. Can't remember when I started believe in it, but so many years, I still can't escape from it. Maybe, I just don't want to escape.

At least I have something to make myself happy when I am down. "It's fate, no need to think too much." Pessimistic, isn't it?

Maybe only people who are pessimistic like me, will ever believe in fate, will ever be controlled by it.

No need to regret.

反感情债

让我以另一个角度来研究“感情债”。

假设，一个人（简称A），爱上另一个人（简称B）。A什么都没做，只是无意之间，让B知道了，那么，B心里会是怎样？如果B只能拒绝，那么，B的心里，会不会有了那种负债的感觉？

扪心自问，如果是我自己，某个女生（注意，只有女生）让我知道了，她爱我，而我不得不拒绝，那么，我的心里，或多或少会有一点歉疚感。有一句话，叫“我不杀伯仁，伯仁却因我而死”。我想说“我不想让她失恋，她却因我而失恋”。

何不想深一层，被拒绝的，只要不是那种自命不凡，又或者占有欲特别强的，有谁又会怪对方的拒绝？既然对方不会怪你，你又何必感到内疚呢？

或许，就是男女间也有不同（说的，不是那种铁心肠的角色）。男生的内疚，通常不会显示出来，即使有，也是独吞，更多的，是逃避。女生，我当然不怎么了解，但，从我可以看到的，好像都是试图去给被拒绝者解释，尝试让对方开心，然后说一句“我们还是可以做朋友”。

从男生的角度，如果被拒绝了，对方却还一直尝试向你解释、安慰，我只有一种越来越受伤的感觉。“我们还是可以做朋友”，更是我认为这个世纪最有杀伤力的话。然后，从女生拒绝的方式，我猜测（也只是猜测），女生被拒绝时，是希望对方可以给些解释、安慰，而男生的沉默，应该也是一种伤害。

所以，只想问，何必呢？

既然不使你的问题，何必内疚？对方如果爱你，自然就有了被拒绝的觉悟，也更没有想过要让你内疚（精神有问题的，另当别论）。

所以，之前的感情债，或许还是不够完整。或许，一个爱被点燃，就是一段感情债的开始。

所以，还是不要爱把。

最后一步

来到悬崖，一朵美丽的花在眼前。

细心的注视，不就是自己一直想找的那朵？

花，前面是万丈深崖，后面是松软的泥土。

只需要最后的一步，就可以得到花了。当然，也有可能被松软的泥土带进了深崖里。

所以，开始犹豫着，是否要踏出？

想了想，既然是自己想找的那朵，那么，这个险，值得。

但还是犹豫着，在设想着一些比较安全的方法。

最后绝望，这一步，无论如何还是得踏下去了。

或许，是时候踏出了这最后一步。

要死，也要死得轰轰烈烈。

想念

当心里有个人，或许，就会不断地想念。

有的时候，这种想念，是突然的来临，无论怎么都阻止不了。更多的时候，即使可以控制，却还是忍不住的想起。

是什么让我那么的一直想念？或许，还是那种寂寞。或许，想起了，心就被填满了。或许，因为想念，所以不再感到孤单。

如果有一个人，叫你不要想念她，你会怎样？如果是我，应该会更加不小心的想起吧？

所以，当开始想念一个人，或许，就代表那个人已经住进你的心里了。

说爱

爱，要说出来。

多少人说过，爱，如果不说出来，你会失去很多很多。但，说爱，这么简单吗？

首先你要担心，你的爱，是不是真的是你认为的爱。或许，一个判断的错误，一种自以为的爱，就能毁了你的一生。

然后，你要想，对方是不是也是有这种爱。判断的方式，或许只是想得到的直觉，加上一些些自以为是的逻辑。这个判断错误，毁的倒不是你的一生，反可能是对方。

通常，大家会跳过第二步，直接进入第三步。关键，就是怎么说。大胆的一开口就说了出来，小胆的就一直害怕而说不出来。说的方式也很多，有横刀直入，有婉约曲折。

然后我发现，就连第一步，我都失败了。于是，说爱，就成了好笑而无力的理论。

爱如桥梁

爱，是心和心之间的桥梁。所以，我不肯对不爱我和我不爱的人妥协，从不。桥梁，如果只从一边建起，就算到最后成功的到达了另一端，那就只是一段不稳定的桥。

一直都认为，我并不怎么需要爱。至少，人们说所向往的爱，对我来说，只是人类基本需求中的一项。

或许，爱被神圣化得太严重了。或许，爱被电影、小说滥用得太严重了。

所以，人们开始忘了，爱的存在，只是因为那种夜里一个人的寂寞。

所以，人们总相信，要爱，要付出，要为对方而生、而死。但，我总觉得有些偏差，付出的对象，好像是为了爱本身，而不是对方。

所以，回到我的问题。我可以付出，但，不是为了爱，而是为了对方。如果对方对你并没有爱，那么，就不要再做这个、那个了。没有爱这个桥梁，你的付出，只会在对面越堆越多，然后造成了对方的负担。于是，回到了我的感情债理论。

没有一座桥，可以建于一夕一旦。也没有一座桥梁，能凭空出现。甚至，需要一些些的交通，一些些的需要，才有桥梁建成的际遇。这种交通，叫缘分，这种需要，叫寂寞。

寂寞如田

寂寞是心里的一块田。当另一个人不小心走进心田，开垦着、灌溉着，最后离开，留下的荒芜叫寂寞。

也许，久未感到寂寞，只因为没有那个走入心里的人。

很多朋友喜欢问个问题：如果要选，选个你爱的人，还是爱你的人？恕我直言，这个问题有一点肤浅。或许，只有当寂寞时，才能了解，肤浅的含义。我的答案，是都不选。我爱的人，我会给她时间，如果不行，我会离开。爱我的人，我会给自己时间，如果不行，一样还是离开。

所以我有句话叫感情债。所以我学会了默默的付出，至少，不能让对方知道。所以，这样的感情方式还是注定失败。

有时候，太在乎，反而断了自己的后路。

有人说，男人不坏，女人不爱。或许，我没救了。

也许，故事的最后，那个女主角甚至不知道，有一个人，爱过，付出过，伤心过。

当一个人，悄悄地进入了心田，又突然离开，留下了的，还是寂寞。

所以，久违的寂寞。

Future

It's not first time I am lost about my future. Quite sure that it will not be the last also.

When I blogged about playing English horn much, my mother will start asking me, "you want to change to music major?" I don't know whether she was pissed by my seemingly ignore of my studies, or she just wanted to know what I think. I think it will be the former one. Now is a bit too late for me to study music of course. So I had to answer my mother question by "no".

I think the most regretful thing in my life will be rejected to learn piano when I was young. My mother did ask me, democratically, but I just refused. I think I will just give up everything I have now if I am given chance to go back and learn again. But I guess if I learned piano at the age that I was so young to understand music, I would probably not as desperate as now I am.

Future is a word I hate. How often, I always try to avoid thinking about the future. Money, marriage, family, house, car or whatever, I just don't like to think about. I am not the one who wants these without paying efforts, but I am also not the one who willing to live the life just for these things. But tell me, how human can survive without these things?

Since young, I had been thinking, how nice if I weren't exist in this world, how nice if I wouldn't have to think about money so much, how nice if I don't need to worry about relationships. I just simply hate the system of the world, but it just rules the world without anyone fighting against it. I am not talking about democracy or communism or whatever system you call, I am talking about how people think, react and do stuffs.

I just simply hate the world sometimes, and how am I supposed to have an optimism view about my future? It is just a cold and cruel world, with people trying to act nice to each others. Pessimism it may seem, it is what I think, especially when I am not happy. And how often am I happy? I guess, minus the time that I pretend to be happy, not much.

Future is just a heavy word. It is like a heavy metal that drops from the sky and lands on your shoulder, only to press you nearer to ground, struggling to survive. Yes, we all are just struggling to survive, why are we still thinking about the future?

All about money. Money will be the most evil thing in the world, and at the same time the most holy thing. Really think about it, money, more or less, won't really change yourself. You are still you, humans just won't reflect themselves often enough to realised that money is just money.

Maybe future is just wrong. No matter how you think, your future is just not your perceived future. And you will be the same if you don't have your dream about future. How pathetic if your dream of future is your only driving force.

吸引力

磁铁，北极吸引南极，南极却要求北极改变，结果当然是分开。

conclusion:
吸引力建立于差异

flute = no other?

I like to play Euphonium and Tuba some times, because I found that both of these instruments can actually help my flute playing. But Nick and Hock Wei said that, playing both this instrument will be totally not good for embouchures.

Yesterday our flute tutor told me another story. She said that we should practice buzzing like brass instrument, which is what I did. However, her way is far more difficult, that we have to buzz through the flute mouthpiece, just like buzzing through an Euphonium without mouthpiece. I think if I can master flute, I will have no problem playing Euphonium and Tuba.

Nick also said that playing oboe is not good for flute playing. I treat that as some kind of myth also. For me, oboe's way of breathing is something that I have to learn. And I think that breathing is the hardest among all the instrument. Some may not believe, but in fact I think my breathing skills shoot up after I started playing oboe.

And embouchures? Who cares? Our tutor didn't even say about it lo...

星座吸引

我以前有过一篇，关于星座。其实，有的不止一篇，不过也不重要。

提到，我是很相信星座的，尤其是当不同的例子向我证明着它的必然性。

尤其是当来到感情时，我总会被星座影响。当然，也只是我的推断，因为毕竟没有科学证明。或许，我自己就是最好的证明。

可以吸引我的女生，有两种。一种，是凭外貌，或是气质；另一种，则是根本没有原因的，能给我最直接的吸引。

第一种不提，第二种相信我也说得很清楚了，我觉得是星座上的吸引。

事实上，每次当我牵涉到星座时，其实我是不大相信的，就如著名的爱因斯坦不相信自己提出的量子理论。但，当下一个例子出现时，我就不得不感到无奈，甚至悲哀。

无奈和悲哀就在于：这种吸引力对我来说根本就是致命的。无法改变，甚至还会自己不小心陷进去。

就如，当我认识到一个女生，在我意识到之前，就有一种很想去接近她的冲动。后来，经过一段时间，突然发现她是水瓶座的，才猛然明白。

两个吸引我的星座，是水瓶和双子。任何对星座有一点研究的人，应该都不会觉得奇怪。但是，也有差别。水瓶座是最直接的，让我第一眼就足以被吸引，就如刚刚提到的例子。双子座，吸引比较慢，但接触得越多，会越来越严重。

如果给我选择，我绝对不要这种吸引力。相信多数的人都会认同，这种吸引力其实还是一种累赘，尤其是当它是单方面的时候。

然后就觉得这样的生活很累。因为某些感情上的因素，其实这个阶段的我是不想（或许应该说，不敢）接触感情的。而这种星座吸引一来，我感到的，只会是辛苦。

所以我才会一再的提到这个话题，虽然我本身认为这个话题无聊且沉闷。但我需要一个发泄口，才不会让自己陷入得更深。

还是觉得无奈，这种吸引力，我基本上可以肯定是只有我才会有。为什么我就要受这种罪？

或许，最好的解决方法，就是找个女朋友。而这个方法，对我来说，反而才是最难的。

所以，如果你的朋友是水瓶座或者是双子座的（指的当然是女的），就不要介绍给我了，不然带给我的就是新的痛苦。

主角

对父母来说，你是他们一辈子的主角。

对你们来说，父母是你20岁前的主角，之后的配角。

所以，珍惜父母。

感情债

有没有想过，当你爱上一个人，就是一段感情债的开端？

一旦爱上，通常想到的，都是如何去追求。世人的爱，除了占有，就是占不了有。

于是，付出，努力，想尽办法让对方同样爱上。当对方实在不能爱上时，就说，其实自己只是想让对方幸福。

一旦付出，只是在加重对方的感情债。于是，对方感觉欠你很多。越是付出，对方越是难受。

有的对方，终于受不了，还不了，只能以自己来偿还。所以我们说，有情人终成眷属。当对方终于找到一个自己真正爱的人，变了心，我们说，这个对方非常花心。

有的对方，无论如何都无法还债，于是，只有想尽办法来对这个人好一点。所以说，对方通常会对这个人有不一样的感觉。殊不知，这个人，对于对方来说，或许只是一个债务人。

所以，执著的爱，想清楚，是不是你所要的。

我很久一千就有这种迷思：让一个人非常感动，然后爱上你，到底是不是一件好事？很多人告诉我，世间的爱，就是如此。所以我说，这是个感情债横行的世界。

或许，当有一天，对方觉得感情债已经偿还够了，就离开了你。那么，你是否有资格说对方不忠？毕竟，一开始，就是你在强迫对方接受你的债务。

遺憾

Not feeling writing English for this one, so just let me show my Chinese skill.

很多人都認爲，生命中，努力的不要讓自己產生遺憾。至少，到了離開那天，才不會後悔這和那。

所以，凡事，盡力而爲，誓不讓自己之後產生遺憾。可是，多年后，突然回頭，發現自己失去了一種享受的機會。這，何嘗不是种遺憾。

所以，我有我自己的方式。

凡事，努力，就夠了。不要讓自己達到一種太過分的境界。你的能力是100，就不要要求自己達到200。當下沒有遺憾，就夠了，以後的遺憾，到時再算。

不要忘了，還有一種東西，叫遺憾美。通常，都是沒辦法得到的東西，才是最美麗的。那麽，何不把這些美麗的東西活在夢裏呢？遺憾美，就是當你得不到時，不斷幻想而產生的美。所以，就讓遺憾美繼續下去吧。雖然有些悲觀，但，當你盡全力而得到時，有時就會後悔，還是遺憾美比較美。

所以，考試，盡力就夠了。不要讓自己有後悔的機會，不讓自己不及格，就夠了。

就像上一個學期，多麽的後悔，因爲我讀得太拼了。忘了享受，忘了快樂，甚至讓這種不快樂影響了考試成績。讀書，就快樂些，相信我，考試也會變得比較容易。自己給自己的壓力，根本就是不需要的。

這個世界上，除了壓力，還有很多東西可以給你動力的。而壓力，卻是最容易達到反效果的一個。不要給自己壓力，那只會讓你的人生產生遺憾。而這種遺憾，是不足以產生遺憾美的。

Zodiacs (aka horoscope)

My maths exam (aka the killer subject) is over, so I can have more time to blog.

So my topic today is Zodiacs.

Zodiac is a topic covered in Astronomy. But today I am not talking about astronomic way of zodiacs.

Zodiacs, more commonly used today is what you can find in the newspaper. Maybe you will be more familiar with the other name, "Horoscopes". But I still like to use "Zodiacs", because it seems more high class.

Just as an example, in zodiac, I am classified as Libra. Maybe I can't use the word classified.

Sometimes I think that Westerners' Zodiac is more accurate than Chinese Zodiacs. In Chinese Zodiac-logy, I am classified as Rabbit. Well, there are a lots of Rabbit around me, so you can actually see all types of rabbits. All, including those who are totally not like rabbit.

The most accurate of Westerners' Zodiac is when it comes to explain about relationship.

My friend once told me that Westerners' Zodiacs are divided into four group, each contains three zodiacs, and are given names of elements (like wind or water or something). At first I can't understand why they divide such as this way, but I had discovered that I am belong to "wind" group, together with Gemini and Aquarius.

As I know more people, I soon realised how accurate is the division of elements. As an example, I will be more easy to be friend with Gemini and Aquarius. Maybe a good example is Daniel, the Gemini. I am not sure whether he can remember, but we did become something like good friends in just second time we meet each others. It's the similar too for me and Aquarius guys.

It's even obvious when it comes to relationship between male and female. For me, I don't know why, Gemini and Aquarius girls will be a lot more attractive to me than the others. This is not talk-base, but kind of experimental-base. Sometimes when I find a girl is strangely attractive to me (what I meant of strange, is that it is not even make sense), then I ask for her birthday and find that she is a Gemini or Aquarius. If I can fall in love with other girls in 10 days, I can fall in love with Aquarius and Gemini girls within 1 hour. I really don't know why. Libra girls won't make me feel that, but I still find that Libra girls, in some sense, is easier for me to be friend with.

And I think the elements division is quite accurate also. Like Aquarius, Gemini and Libra, belong to the wind element, you can sometimes think that they (our) mind is more like wind, fast-changing and hard-to-catch. I think you can see this clearly from my blog. And like Daniel, always like to talk a lot of craps, sometimes you just won't know how those crap come from. Gemini is famous in fast-changing, so called "the quickest horoscope to change partner". Well, not offending lah. I still love Gemini girls more. No guys, I am not homosexual. HEHE....

Sometimes I think the date that you were given birth will affect your personalities (by the interactions between sun and moon and you), and that will affect your relationship with others.


Somehow I amazed by the "cancer". So I can go to the person and ask, "Hey are you cancer?"