Déjà vu

I have to say sorry to those who read my blog, especially Qicai. It seems like my unconventional thoughts have bothered you very much. I somehow understand why you are bother by my own thoughts (which really has nothing to do with you). It's like I have said something that is totally challenging (or even countering) what you have been believing for years longer than my age. So you are trying to direct back my mind so that I won't be alien to you.

And the whole paragraph above may just be another unconventional mistake that I have made. And you see, if it doesn't apply for you, it MAY apply for others. If I really want to take everyone in account, I might as well write a book namely "how to judge every single person in this society".

Anyway, come back to what I want to write.

Qicai said about Déjà vu. Despite had just read it last month, I decided to reread it again (to spot things that support my words, as what EG1413 critical thinking and writing taught me).

The first instinct is that, this is such an supernatural phenomenon, and you are trying to explain it using scientific? I know, psychologist must be hating me. But for me, it's like explaining history using mathematics. And I am already hated by people, so why don't I just take my stand and be (act) cool? (forgive my arrogant voice here, you know I am always friendly and *ahem* cute)

Out of all the "Déjà vu" types that I can read from wikipedia, it doesn't explain why I can see things one second before I talk it out, rather than see it after 1 second (the incident of Daniel's head under "exit").

And it doesn't explain "sensing that everything is just as it was before and a weird knowledge of what is going to be said or happen next." rather than contributing it just to "memory disorder".

The fact that "certain recreational drugs increase the chances of déjà vu occurring in the user" is even more interesting. Related to the previous video, the guy has some mental problem ("Autism"). And I am experience this (especially the foresee stage) only when I am very mad during the exam period because of brain overfunctioning. Call me mental disorder (and that's why this blog is here).

This lead me to think that, how can a normal and ordinary people even know about Déjà vu? You see, even the scientific research has shown that, Déjà vu happens when your brain is screwed up, not when you can think rationally. So, if you are using rational to explain Déjà vu to me, you are already wrong in the first place. And that proves that I have been wrong for proving Déjà vu.

So, what's the point? I did not deny the fact that I have a bit of mental disorder, that I never think in correct way. That's why, arguing with me is like argue with someone who is in the mental hospital - pointless.

Do you really believe in Déjà vu? If you do, My mental disorder is a strong weapon, because research shows that my disorder will be more likely to cause Déjà vu than you. If you do not, then I have successfully wasted your time by making you read till here.

Just think before you want to discuss (or argue or teach) with me. Things that you have been believing for years may just be bullshit for me. Just like the "universe relive" thing that I have said, things that I believes for years is just another bullshit for you.