Flute tone

My fourth subject (Programming) has finished. I think I did quite well, though I was feeling very headache when I took the exam.

Just now took out my flute and play a bit. Maybe can't even say play, because I just make a few tone.

Those tones quality were the worst in my life.

Somehow I just can't produce same tone using my flute, with compare to band flute (Miyazawa).

I was feeling want to smash my flute on my laptop (because it was in front of me). Luckily I didn't do that. Still, can't blame my flute at all.

I miss band practice. I miss other band members.

My dream to play oboe can be a tough one. Cloud said that maybe there is an oboe, but is not in good condition. Actually I don't mind playing flute also, but still, I have to improve a lot in my flute tone.

Just don't think I can really happy without playing oboe.

The tone, in my language, is just like shit.